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Well, I'm about 32 hours from flying home for spring break and spending some well needed time with my family and friends. I've really missed my friends. Not that the people here in Ono are bad or anything, but there's a certain trust bond that I'd already built with my friends back home before moving here. I miss the dumb jokes we tell each other and the random ihop visits we do after long nights at karaoke. I think I'm most excited about the convention I get to see them all at. It's always been a small but fun convention, and I've gone since it began back in 2012. Not gonna lie, preparing everything for the host club from another country has been really taxing, and I know I haven't done as well of a job on that as last year. But, among other issues, I think the host club hit its peak last year. This might be the last host club I can do, considering flying is expensive, and I'm not sure I'll have the same dates off next year. This year was a fluke on that matter.
I'm just hoping and praying everything goes well tomorrow. I have to run right after finishing my class at one of my schools, drive back home, pick up my stuff and head to the train station in the next city over. Cus living in the boonies in Japan is....inconvenient, to say the least. (Though I just really enjoy this town. It's so peaceful and probably the best place for me to live right now. Wouldn't change it for the world.) So I'll be dog tired by the time I arrive to the airport hotel, and then I have an 11 hour flight ahead of me. Woo...hoo.....(sarcasm).
I guess aside from looking forward to recharging my morale back home and spending quality time with my friends and boyfriend, on coming back I'm really excited for sakura season! It'll be my first time seeing so many sakura bloom, and I'm gonna be just hyped. Not to mention continuing work on a project I'm doing with a good friend here. So many things to do! So little time! And I have to be a senpai now since we're getting a new recruit in April.....well I guess I'm not excited about that. I just don't feel ready to be a senpai, but I guess I can't really say no. Sho ga nai ne....
Well, time for bed and to try and not explode my brain with all the things I need to remember for the convention!
I'm just hoping and praying everything goes well tomorrow. I have to run right after finishing my class at one of my schools, drive back home, pick up my stuff and head to the train station in the next city over. Cus living in the boonies in Japan is....inconvenient, to say the least. (Though I just really enjoy this town. It's so peaceful and probably the best place for me to live right now. Wouldn't change it for the world.) So I'll be dog tired by the time I arrive to the airport hotel, and then I have an 11 hour flight ahead of me. Woo...hoo.....(sarcasm).
I guess aside from looking forward to recharging my morale back home and spending quality time with my friends and boyfriend, on coming back I'm really excited for sakura season! It'll be my first time seeing so many sakura bloom, and I'm gonna be just hyped. Not to mention continuing work on a project I'm doing with a good friend here. So many things to do! So little time! And I have to be a senpai now since we're getting a new recruit in April.....well I guess I'm not excited about that. I just don't feel ready to be a senpai, but I guess I can't really say no. Sho ga nai ne....
Well, time for bed and to try and not explode my brain with all the things I need to remember for the convention!
Home-coming, 5 months back
Hey there. It's been a while hasn't it? I know no one is seriously gonna read this at this point, so I'll be working through a few thoughts I guess. I rarely ever post here anymore. Not for lack of art, but other more important projects have cropped up, and they're not things I would like to relinquish my rights to on DA. I guess I really only come here to peruse through my own gallery, reminiscing old times and old art.
It's been 5 months since I moved back from Japan. And I thought I'd be ready to handle everything. Thought I'd be on top of everything that needed doing, like jobs and doctors and purpose and moving forward. And I really, tr
Shower thoughts
I got around to reminiscing in the shower today. Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not. I remembered a time when my boyfriend gave me some stargazer lilies for valentine's day. They're my favorite flower, I love the aroma, the colors, how the bells open up so much yet the buds are so narrow. In contrast, my mother can't tolerate them for too long, the fragrance gives her migranes, and she prefers carnations because they last longer and their fragrance is very light.
So, I got to comparing flowers with personalities. I know once people reach a certain level of "social link" with me, I can be pretty difficult to get along with at times. Peop
On a huge emotional low...
It's been 3 months or so since I moved here. There've been some really good times. Times that I looked forward to all my life. Times that I never thought I would enjoy. New experiences and learning more about myself. I'm glad about that, but not everything has been sunshine and daisies. Even though my high points in life have been higher here in Japan, my low points have also been much stronger. I thought I had it mostly under control after I graduated, but in reality, it was just going through the normal cycle of moods.
Facing the personal problems I have on my own here without a well established support group (I mean, I trust certain peopl
On my own! :D
So I've been gone a while because I graduated, got a job that required an hour commute to and from it, and then bettering my cosplay game became a thing, and then signing up for JET became a huuuuge chore, but at least it got done because if it hadn't been done I wouldn't be in my own apartment out in the Japanese inaka right now! :D
So a few things, compared to my old job and old hours, I have more time to do things now and I will be trying to keep up with my projects and comics, especially come wintertime, as the snow here gets to about my waist-height and ain't nobody got time for that. :I Also since there are fewer conventions here and
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