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Be P two
I'm getting tired
I want to sleep
I'm very tired
Of counting sheep
And constant thoughts
That intrude and pain
And emotions that
I cannot contain
I'm getting sleepy
I want to rest
I'm sick of this feeling
Hurting my chest
I want to be happy
I don't want to frown
But I know if I'm up
I'll surely fall down
I'm just so exhausted
I don't want to try
To care about if
I live or if I die
These thoughts that plague me
And make me squirm
They make me not
Want to live and learn
My heart just keeps racing
I can hardly nap
I'm tossing and turning
Trying to close the gap
Between sleeping and waking
Dream states and facts
While my mind's train keeps running
And getting off track
I'm so awake now
I feel so alive
And now I ask myself
Why I'd ever want to die
Why I'd throw away
The friendships I've made
And the memories of them
Of the times we've played
And through this rising feeling
I find deep inside
That I'm empty and fruitless
And trying to hide
The emotions that present themselves
That are honest
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I'm getting tired
I want to sleep
I'm very tired
Of counting sheep
And constant thoughts
That intrude and pain
And emotions that
I cannot contain

I'm getting sleepy
I want to rest
I'm sick of this feeling
Hurting my chest
I want to be happy
I don't want to frown
But I know if I'm up
I'll surely fall down

I'm just so exhausted
I don't want to try
To care about if
I live or if I die
These thoughts that plague me
And make me squirm
They make me not
Want to live and learn

My heart just keeps racing
I can hardly nap
I'm tossing and turning
Trying to close the gap
Between sleeping and waking
Dream states and facts
While my mind's train keeps running
And getting off track

I'm so awake now
I feel so alive
And now I ask myself
Why I'd ever want to die
Why I'd throw away
The friendships I've made
And the memories of them
Of the times we've played

And through this rising feeling
I find deep inside
That I'm empty and fruitless
And trying to hide
The emotions that present themselves
That are honest and true
That I try to drown out
For me and for you

Because...

I'm so very tired
So, now can I sleep?
Can you please keep counting
Those fluffy white sheep?
Can you forget about me
And all that I was,
So you don't blame that pain
On that I did it just because?

MAV
  • Listening to: Tragic Magic- Falling in Reverse
  • Reading: Le contrat du zodiaque - DA yoruakuma
  • Watching: Undertale and mariomaker playthroughs
  • Playing: Edo Period D&D
  • Eating: whatever's left in the fridge.
  • Drinking: waterwaterwaterwaterwaterwaterwaterwaterwater
Well, I'm about 32 hours from flying home for spring break and spending some well needed time with my family and friends. I've really missed my friends. Not that the people here in Ono are bad or anything, but there's a certain trust bond that I'd already built with my friends back home before moving here. I miss the dumb jokes we tell each other and the random ihop visits we do after long nights at karaoke. I think I'm most excited about the convention I get to see them all at. It's always been a small but fun convention, and I've gone since it began back in 2012. Not gonna lie, preparing everything for the host club from another country has been really taxing, and I know I haven't done as well of a job on that as last year. But, among other issues, I think the host club hit its peak last year. This might be the last host club I can do, considering flying is expensive, and I'm not sure I'll have the same dates off next year. This year was a fluke on that matter. 

I'm just hoping and praying everything goes well tomorrow. I have to run right after finishing my class at one of my schools, drive back home, pick up my stuff and head to the train station in the next city over. Cus living in the boonies in Japan is....inconvenient, to say the least. (Though I just really enjoy this town. It's so peaceful and probably the best place for me to live right now. Wouldn't change it for the world.) So I'll be dog tired by the time I arrive to the airport hotel, and then I have an 11 hour flight ahead of me. Woo...hoo.....(sarcasm). 

I guess aside from looking forward to recharging my morale back home and spending quality time with my friends and boyfriend, on coming back I'm really excited for sakura season! It'll be my first time seeing so many sakura bloom, and I'm gonna be just hyped. Not to mention continuing work on a project I'm doing with a good friend here. So many things to do! So little time! And I have to be a senpai now since we're getting a new recruit in April.....well I guess I'm not excited about that. I just don't feel ready to be a senpai, but I guess I can't really say no. Sho ga nai ne....

Well, time for bed and to try and not explode my brain with all the things I need to remember for the convention! 

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Mizuela
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
HELLO!! I am Mizuela I like many manga titles, though I do not particularly like Yaoi or Yuri (though After School Nightmare is a bit of an exception, for those of you who know the plot and characters). I am also striving to write my own stories and have scripts for each idea that's made it big in my mind. I like both making music and listening to it, generally rock, alternative, j-rock and classical. Thank you for visiting my page :) Enjoy the rest of your day.

Current Residence: An apartment in the Japanese countryside
Print preference: say whu?
Favourite genre of music: rock,alternative,j-pop/rock,new age, classical, videogame
Operating System: TRAUMA TEAM!!
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice:
Wallpaper of choice: Changes every once in a while. Right now it's Tales themed
Skin of choice: My own skin, preferably light toned
Favourite cartoon character: Gir/Gaz,Okumura-kun.Ed/Al, Kotoko,Sheena/Lloyd/Kratos/Zelos, Asuka M/Juta T/Kitora K/Hanamasa
Personal Quote: Where estan les toilettes desu ka?
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Shironeco-snow Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2016
Thx 4 fav
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Animeluvergirl12 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
🎁🎂🎉🎊 Birthday~🎁🎂🎉🎊
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car2in-bitz Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Wishing you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :party:
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tsukixmizu09 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much! I'm sorry to get back to you so late, since I started my job back in June last year, I haven't had much time to draw, therefore nothing to post here. But I really appreciate seeing that you wished me a happy birthday! <3 Thank youuuu!
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Animeluvergirl12 Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It's me lolteammate166, I change my account.
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lolteammate166 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Free Birthday Icon Happy Birthday~!Free Birthday Icon 
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tsukixmizu09 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much!! :D I didn't think anyone on DA would know so I didn't check at all this weekend! :D :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: :icontinoplz:
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lolteammate166 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
your welcome
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DisSizDaisy Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav :iconhesmileplz:
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tsukixmizu09 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:icondw817bearloveplz: no problem! I :heart: seeing the stuff you upload every now and then:icondw817bearhiplz:
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